Making friends

...is kind of hard, sometimes. I don't know why. Sometimes I just feel like I need to be more social and that there is just something wrong with my social skills at times. I guess it's just temporary low confidence or something. Especially difficult is it to socialize with other girls. It feels like all they wanna do is complain and talk crap, and I really  h a t e  doing that. It just brings so much negative energy I'd just rather sit there quiet when they are doing that. But then the other girls relate to each other while talking crap and I sometimes feel like an outsider, which kinda sucks. Some people are so suspicious about people who are just positive and happy and helpful, or at least try to be. They think that the happy person is just covering up his or her "real" feelings and that they are trying to be an ass-kisser or something, which is just kind of annoying. And making new girlfriends seems damn right impossible. Ahh.

On a more positive note I am home relaxing right now, and going to make some food for tomorrow's lunch box and maybe watch some fun TV. That seems like quite enough for the evening, since I gotta go to bed real soon. Hope your day is turning out well and that you have plenty of nice and good energy to finish home-works and assignments David-baby, and make sure to just take some time for yourself!

I'ma throw in another crazy teen-pic since that seems to be the theme lately ;)

Love and miss you plenty,
Your Hanna xxxx