(WARNING for RANT) So living up north in the winter

..kinda sucks, when it comes to getting your day light. I can tell how extremely affected and how dependent I am of having a sunlight during the entire day.. I am having the hardest time turning my hours back around! These days it gets "light" around 10 and dark as a freaking coal mine again around 2. I wrote "light" with quotation-marks because it doesn't get really get light during this time either, because we are extremely unfortunate with weather this year; Hell, I haven't seen the sun since I was in California! Every day super smoggy cloudy super thick dark-gray curtain over the sky, something that almost never happens in California, so you'd probably have a hard time imagining it. I've only been home for about 2 weeks, but it affects my mood drastically. Usually we are supposed to have at least some snow by now, but this is the first year I can ever remember that there wasn't really any snow on Christmas and what's even worse is, it's past the New Years and there is STILL no snow!! That does alot to the weather when the sun never shows up either because the snow usually lightens the world up somewhat, and usually I don't think the weather is this bad either. We are just very unlucky with it all this year. Hmm :(

In other words, it's 3.30 and I just woke up half an hour ago. Another day of complete darkness. I checked on the weather around 11, wasn't too impressed, and fell back asleep again. What to do with my day :( Looking forward to the movie tonight though! :)

On a much more positive note (to not make you entirely freaking scared to move here) there will be much more light, and snow in March, and probably the sun will peak out a lot more too! That's a fact :) And I long for that day!!

<3 Hanna